My parents skipped the funeral of my husband and two children because it was my sister’s birthday. When I begged them to come, my father calmly said,

The house smelled faintly of cedar and cold coffee. It was the same house where Lily had taped drawings to the refrigerator, where Noah had hidden toy dinosaurs in my shoes, where Ethan had kissed me every morning before leaving for work.

Now my father stood outside it as if he had some right to the grief inside.

I did not open the door.

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