My thirteen-year-old son Owen drowned in a lake last month during a fishing trip with my husband

had established a pattern of leaving early and coming home after dark and saying very little in between. He moved through the house like a man who had misplaced his own outline. When I tried to hold him, he gently, consistently, stepped away. Not cruel. Not angry. Just absent in a way that went beyond grief, or at least beyond the grief I recognized.continue reading …